Do you, like me, sometimes wonder whether there is a stop or pause button you can locate to create a wee bit more space for you?
Well these past couple of weeks have been that for me - it usually is at this soft time of year. I created a little space for a new breath... a wee bit of stop...breathe out...sense...slow and allow just a little more attention on what has been.
It points to one of the things I love about seasons.
I love seasons!
It might derive from the fact that I come from Melbourne - a city where some people say we have four seasons in one day!
It might derive from the fact that I was born at the point in the year where thanksgiving occurs (yes, it's coming up) and I get to be celebrated along with so many other lives...
And it might stem from the simple joy of loving the changes.
Yep. I really did say that. Loving change even though there are so many things I'd like to hold onto.
So now, here in the misty zone of autumns greys and haze I am taken to some of the rich goodbyes and reflectings on what has been and I create a space where I also come to nurture some new seeds in my creative heartspace before planting them into cherished ground for winter germinating and warmings...
So here are my pop up questions - arising from this moment of passing...
Are there aspects of your seasons past that you would like to revisit? Bless? Thank and acknowledge?
What aspects of the harvest would you like to acknowledge and take along with you, encouraging them to grow and be nourished?
Are there some new choices required that can only be made if there's a wee bit more space for you in there?
Is there something you'd like to release with more presence but you just can't find it?
Perhaps there are some energies that you've been holding onto, weighing you down, sticking you kind of in something that is totally beyond reason, slowing you in some undiscernible way? (way...weigh...interesting huh???)
A few days ago I was definitely in the weigh too squidgy zone - body weigh and mental way - heavy and not moving anywhere.
Kind of stuck and getting stickier by the minute...
Undefinable tears at waking is definitely not a sign of a promising day...
My beautiful friend asked me whether there was anything at all that I would like that would assist.
(Thank you beautiful one...)
Before I could stop myself and between some sobs I asked whether she would run my Bars...
I actually asked that!! You know sometimes in the despair of not knowing a girl really does ask for something that she does Know.
Well there and then she offered to run my Bars and within a very short space of time - less than an hour - I was free of a whole lot of stuff. It didn't require talking about, unpicking or understanding, disentangling or reasoning, story sharing or justifying. I lay down. She placed her hands on the Bars points and I eased into a different way of being... let's say that I woke up again that day and was no longer the person who had woken up crying.
There was nothing there any more that was creating the heavy and sticky stuff that you can't explain cos it was never real in the first place kind of thing....
Is she running my Bars every day? Well kind of.
We are doing an alternate day sharing with each other. The great thing about Bars is that when you run them for another your own Bars get run as well. You can also run your own Bars by touching the points and asking your body to run them AND we both enjoy the energy body processes that come from Access Consciousness as well and so we have been running them as well.
Each day something for the other is creating more for each of us.
I have alot to be grateful for...
And I am:-) ) ) )